What do you do when you feel like your life is crumbling to the ground into little pieces and there is nothing you can do about it? I dont see a light at the end of the tunnel. I have never been depressed before but this must be what it feels like.

Am I strong enough.....

Am I strong enough to do what I know I should do? The most logical thing to do is end things forever but can I do it? He doesnt know if he wants to be with me but he doesnt want me to go...what does that even mean? He feels like he HAS to be with me now under these circumstances. Dont I deserve better than an obligation? Is there someone better out there for me?